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blame-eve: i think you and everything you stand for are beautiful! :D xx

I needed this, thank you so much.

You are beautiful too and so are your artworks and designs!

Creative tumblr friends unite!

Anonymous: Hey babe, what pro-nouns do you go by? Just so we're clear here

I go by she/her pronouns, but they or them is perfect too, thanks for asking <3

thecactuscollector: I love everything about your blog, it makes me happy and full of joy. We have all the same interests; queerness, cacti, strange and beautiful old things.

Thank you so much! You seem amazing and lovely… I’m glad my blog brings you happiness and joy! Us Queers have to stick together in this big old world! <3 cacti and queers 4eva!

adisorderlysaracen: Hi, Connected through the Audrey Hepburn with red umbrella picture. :) I'm interested in your queerliness as you put it, When did you first feel sexual attraction to a female? Do you or have you watched porn? Were you abused in anyway growing up? Did you always know you were gay as some people say. Have you ever been attracted to boys? Feel free to answer as you please. I'm just incredibly curious. Bibi

Hello, I’m not sure what your motives are with this message, but I shall respond in a civilised way and hope you read it as such. I’m also not sure how my sexuality affects you, but as you are obviously curious to learn I will try to enlighten you.

I don’t think you quite understand the term “Queer” in the modern sense, wikipedia describes Queer as -“an umbrella term for sexual and gender minorities that are not heterosexual, heteronormative, or gender-binary.” which sums it up for the most part. On a personal level I use Queer as a label to describe my lifestyle in general, I love and am attracted to people of all genders, which means I cannot classify myself as gay or bisexual as these terms exclude non-binary gendered folk, I also feel like the word queer is a perfect adjective to describe how I view the world, and how I wish to live my life (ie. out of the general sphere of normality). 

To many people (myself included) Queer is revolution, it’s changing the way people see sexuality and gender, it’s equality for all people who live and exist on earth, it’s FREEDOM!

As for the other more personal questions, I wont answer them as I don’t believe they are in any way relevant to my sexuality. 

I’m sure you’ll have more question in the future so feel free to ask me anything, just please stay away from triggering questions.

Esther, the Queer.

thesensualstarfish: Your blog is really unique! I love it!! Greetings from an also confused vegetarian bike 'watching' (ha) film lover (couldn't make one to save my life) California girl. Have a great day.

Thanks everso your blog is amazing!! Vegetarian bike riders/watchers are the best! <3

Anonymous: What is the photo of the two women from?

It is a photograph of Virginia Woolf and Vita Sackville-West, I found this particular picture on google images, but it was originally photographed at Monk’s House by Leonard Woolf in 1933. Hope that helps 

enespiral: I don't know if there are more, but... :) enespiral(.)tumblr(.)com/tagged/KATE-IS-IN-A-BOX-your-argument-is-invalid

Amazing! I wish they were all in colour, it’s such a genius photo shoot!

Thanks everso xx

Anonymous: If you could eat any foodstuff forever with no consequences (high calorie/fat content etc.) what would it be??

What an odd question… where do you come up with these things?

Well I don’t believe in calorie counting and pretty much eat what I want… I love fruit and vegetables and ‘healthy’ food as much as sweet/fatty food… but I guess the thing I could eat pretty much all the time if it didn’t make me feel so sick and wasn’t so expensive is cheese and marmite on crumpets … it’s the food of the gods 

survival2019: Oh my god your blog there is nothing on it I don't love (you may have guessed this from my obsessive liking of your posts)

thank you thank you thank you!

You’re lovely! <3

dellavestruz-deactivated2012122: beautiful your tumblr

<3

musesandmannequins-deactivated2: Dear Esther, I love your word "queerliness" - it is so unique, so right, so beautiful: hang in there. you are so very cool. peace, xo Willow (I am a female transgender and poet)

You’ve made me incredibly happy this bleak and dismal morning, thank you <3, can we be friends, like now? xx

color-me-damned: Your page is *wonderful*

Why thank you lovely person! Your’s is fabulous too <3 

Anonymous: Happy birthday! :D

Thank you anonymous admirer! <3

persimmontits: Happy birthday!

Thank you! <3<3<3

nue-sur-la-lune: Happy Queerliness-mas! I hope your day is full of good things. :D

Thank you lovely!

I have already received a beautiful pair of Dark green DMs and rainbow laces too so I’ll be the queerest belle at the ball!

Queerliness-mas will soon be a international holiday! <3